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Relax...... Sent in
by FG456
The room is stark, a montage of blacks and
browns and warm colors and warm scents of sex and love and
passion. Light sifts in through the high windows and
scatters across the floor; shadows fall and ripple like
leaves. Patches of sunlight warm my skin.
She
stands before me , beautiful and strong. I kneel before
her, bound, with my head high.
She caresses my hair and
I lean into it, nuzzling her. Then she slips the
blindfold over my head and tightens it.
And she
whispers to me, casting a spell over me. I sink into it,
into her power, surrendering to it, giving in as my gift of
trust. As her gift of trust, she accepts
this.
Her voice is slow, simple, but with undertones of
seduction and danger; it slips into my mind like the soft
underbelly of a tarantula in my
hand.
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Shhh. Relax.
Relax into it.
Inhale deeply. Hold it for a
moment, then exhale and feel all the tension go with
it. Again. Inhale. Hold it. And
exhale.
There now. I bet that feels better.
Mmm? Good. Very good.
You see?
Resisting it will no no good for either of us, really.
I'm gonna take you to a space you can't find alone.
I'm gonna lead you out of the here and now and into a
timeless place without a place inside of both our
heads. Both our heads because we're gonna build
it together, you and me. I'm gonna lead you in and
follow you in and we'll leave time and space and here and
now behind and we're gonna just live the moment and each
moment will be our time and space and here and
now.
There are choices in this life. All our
lives are choices one after the other and again and over
and continually. But we can't fight
our choices. We have to accept each choice into our
souls and make it a part of us. We have to live each
choice. To live it, we have to make these choices and
submit to each choice. You have chosen this. Submit
to your choice and let it wash over you like the
baptismal waters. Let it bear you up ad carry you
along. Live the experience. Live the moment.
I
have submitted, too. I have chosen to lead you into this
place and follow you into the space we are making. We
are magic and we are creating magic.
We are creating
magic and building ritual space and in this space you will
be sacrificed and reborn and I will be sacrificed and reborn
on the altar of our choices and our submission to our
choices.
I am taking you to a place you cannot reach
without me. I will lead you in and follow you in to a
place I cannot reach without you. We are building it
together and with each moment we make it larger
and stronger until the power of our magic and our choices
and the power of us as two who are one carries us off like
a roaring current in a river spiriting us over the rapids
and thru the land our souls inhabit ... to soar free, bound
together.
To do this, you have to give me something of
yourself, but I give you something of myself in return and
together we become one and travel to the place we are
going.
Together we become the magic and the
moment.
And so we begin.
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