Self Abuse  Sent in by Joan

I lay back on my bed and pushed play on the VCR remote control. The figures
on the screen moved into action. She knelt before him, stroking his hardon
with one hand; the tip of his cock disappearing in her mouth, while her
other hand played with his balls. I watched the head of his cock move
between her wet lips as she moved her head forward. He moved his hips
forward and more of his cock entered her mouth and her cheeks hollowed as
she sucked on his prick.

I poured oil from the mouth of the bottle onto the tip of my cock and
watched as it slowly spread out over the head and down my cock. Holding my
dick at the base with one hand, I used the fingers of my other hand to
spread the oil around my cock, working it into the skin. I poured some more
oil on my cock and worked it up and down my cock, feeling the smooth skin
under my lubricated fingers.  Curling my fingers around my prick, I stroked
my well-oiled cock and sighed at the familiar feelings spreading outward
from my penis, groin, and belly.

I watched as she swallowed more of the prick now glistening with her
saliva.  Her head moved faster back and forth on his cock and he moaned.
The porn star placed his hands on her head and started fucking her face
with his cock. I placed my cock on my belly and poured oil on my balls.
Using both hands I gently rubbed the oil into the hairy sac, feeling my
testicles slide around. I barely squeezed on a testicle and it slid out of
my fingers. I did the same to the other testicle and watched it move across
the sac. As I watched her suck his cock, I massaged my ballsac, delighting
in the sensations.

I moved a finger down and rubbed the area between the base of my cock and
balls and my anus shivering at the sensation I felt. Moving the tip of my
finger further, I touched my anus and a thrill coursed through my body. I
spread my legs apart, raised my butt up, and slid my finger to the first
joint in my asshole. I felt a burning sensation and reversed my finger and
the pain disappeared. I poured more oil on my balls and worked it in the
skin.

I looked up and watched as the man moved his hips back pulling his cock
from her mouth. She was still playing with his balls and I tried to imitate
her, sliding my oily fingers up and down and around my scrotum. He started
to stroke his cock grasping it firmly so that his hard shaft moved under
the loose skin.  Occasionally the head of his cock would glide into her
mouth and reemerge only to be covered by his hand sliding down its hard
length. He started stroking his cock faster and moaned. I heard him say, "
I'm coming" and she opened her mouth wider and stuck out her tongue.

Streams of white come erupted from his cock hitting her tongue and
splashing on her lips. As he moaned and continued to jackoff, more come
spurted from his cock and hit her nose and chin. I watched as it dribbled
down her face on her chest.  She licked her lips lapping up the come she
could reach with her long tongue and swallowed. He pulled on his cock and
another spurt landed in her mouth. She ran her tongue around her lips and
swallowed. He dropped to his knees, pulled their bodies together, and
kissed her, tasting his come.

My fingers had slid down and I was rubbing my anus. I slid a finger in and
the burning sensation returned. I relaxed and did not move. The burning
sensation started to ebb and I moved my finger around a bit. Experimenting,
trying to find how much, and how deep I could go I pushed my finger in and
out of my asshole.  The pain was gone and had been replaced with an
impression of needing to take a crap. I moved my finger deeper and the
friction on the lips of my asshole was wonderful. I shoved my finger in
deeper, past the second joint, and the burning returned.

Again I relaxed and did not move my ass or my fingers. With my other hand,
I picked up the rubber prick and balls that I had given my wife. I moved
the lifelike cock towards my mouth, wondering what it would feel like
sucking on a cock and balls. What was it like for my wife and the woman on
the TV screen, I wondered? Holding the tip of the cock an inch from my
mouth, I touched the tip of my tongue to the rubbery head. I ran it around
the pink ridgeline, getting the head all wet with the flat of my tongue.

I opened my mouth and slid the head of the cock between my lips. I closed
my lips and sucked as the head lay in my mouth. I ran my tongue around it,
and sucking, pushed more of the cock in my mouth. I could feel the veins on
the artificial shaft with my lips and tongue as it slowly went in. I felt a
strange thrill as more of the cock went in. It touched my throat and I
gagged. I moved the cock back and took a deep breath.

I moved my finger in my ass and felt no pain. I moved it in and out and it
felt strangely wonderful. The need to take a crap had disappeared. I moved
my finger deeper and still there was no pain. I moved my finger out until
just the tip was in. I moved another finger up next to the first and slowly
pushed. I felt a faint burning sensation as the first joint of both fingers
passed the ring, but that was all. I moved my fingers deeper and felt
pressure and stretching in my asshole. I moved my fingers back and forth
and felt the sides of my rectum.

Hearing a moan, I glanced at the screen. The woman was down on all fours,
sucking a hard cock deep in her mouth while another longer cock was driving
in her pussy. My wife's dildo was just inside my mouth. I took another
breath and moved the cock back and forth attempting to duplicate the
women's cocksucking on the screen.

I removed the fingers from my ass enjoying the new feeling as they slid
out.  I raised my ass and rotating my wrist placed my hand under my
ass. Moving my fingers up, I pushed three of them in my asshole, and
moaned. The feeling was indescribable as they slid past my opening and
entered my rectum. I pushed again and lowered my ass at the same time. All
three fingers were in as deep as they could go. I felt a slight stinging in
my prick. I watched as a drop of clear fluid formed at the slit in my
cockhead. The drop fell from my prick and landed on my belly.

I started a slow fucking action with my hips. It felt wonderful, as the
prick formed by my fingers plunged in and out of my ass. As the hard bony
joints passed in and out, little tingling bolts of electrical-like shocks
passed through me.

The cock in my mouth was driving deeper and deeper and I no longer felt
like gagging. I wondered if this was what it was like for the woman on the
TV.  Both men groaned and pulled their cocks out and started jacking off
like mad.  White spurts of come landed on her back and ran down the crack
of her ass. Spurts from the other cock splashed on her face and in her
mouth.

I removed my fingers from my ass and rested. I watched as she sucked on the
softening cock, milking it of its last drops of come. I picked up my wife's
black vibrator and raising my ass, slowly pushed it in. The stretching
sensation returned as more of the vibrator slid in my ass. I turned it on
and could feel the vibrations deep in my bowels, balls, and rigid cock as I
pushed it deeper.  Lowering my butt on the bed pushed it the rest of the
way in my butt.

I moved my hand up to my hard cock and curled my fingers around it. I
started to slowly jackoff, sliding my fingers and palm up and down my oily
cock.  Stroking on my cock I sucked on the dildo, taking it deeper each
time, I drove it in.  I felt the familiar feelings start in my balls, groin
and cock and knew I was about to erupt. I moved my hands faster, the one on
my own real cock and the other driving the unreal cock in and out of my
mouth.

I gasped at the feelings as I deepthroated the rubber cock, jacked off my
cock and squeezed on the vibrator in my ass. I actually screamed as I came,
blowing the dildo from my mouth. Hot come spurted from my cock and landed
on my neck, chest, and arms. More spurts arced in the air as I stroked my
cock. The room darkened as I shut my eyes and my hips rose in the air. I
felt drops hit my chest and I opened my eyes, my hips in the air and my
hand a blur on my cock.

I lowered my hips as the spurts of come lessened. I continued to stroke my
cock and come oozed from the slit. I reached down and tried to pick up some
of the cooling globs of come. They slid from my fingers like the whites of
an egg.  I raised my fingers to my mouth and tasted come for the first time
in my life.  It was slightly salty and bitter. I scooped up some more and
sucked it from my fingers. The taste was not at all offensive and I
swallowed it. Using my fingers I rubbed the drops and rivulets of come on
my neck, chest and arms into my skin, feeling it get sticky as the come
dried.

Reaching down between my legs, I turned off the vibrator. I used the towel
I had placed on the bed earlier and cleaned myself up. I pushed stop on the
remote, and getting up removed the tape from the VCR. I walked into the
den, turned on the computer, and wrote this story, the vibrator still in my
ass, small drops of come oozing from the slit of my still hard cock,
sliding down the shiny head...